As they are wont to do, a roadblock appeared and blocked my path. An obstacle larger than the Arch to Arc; a barrier wider even than the channel.
I mentioned that only 10 people have completed this
challenge. Just 10. And so it came as some surprise when I went on
the website only to find the event fully booked. For 3 years.
George Weinberg wrote that “the cure for most obstacles is
being decisive”. I have experience the
converse: indecision has been the cause of my own obstacles. First it happened with the Ironman. And now, again, with the Arch to Arc. My fear of failure delayed my registration
and the window of entry – of opportunity – slammed shut.
The discovery took the wind out of sails. My training, which had started enthustically
and energetically, became a chore.
Unsurprisingly, the volume began to plummet. I didn’t swim for a month. Perhaps, I thought, fate was telling me not
to be so stupid...
But I didn’t completely give up. I did everything I could to find a way over,
around, under the roadblock. I enquired
about organising the challenge myself. I
got in touch with the Navy. No
luck. I eventually swallowed my pride
and pleaded with the company. They said
they’d “see what they could do”. It
didn’t look promising. In fact it looked
pretty bleak.
But then a glimmer of light: a sliver of hope. They might be able to help, they said. “We’ll let you know”.
I waited with baited breath.
Days passed. Weeks passed. And
then an email: “Enduroman are willing to confirm that time is available for you
to attempt a solo Enduroman Arch to Arc”.
I was delighted. And terrified.
Suddenly it was real.
Suddenly I had to decide. Well, what could I do?
This Summer I will be attempting to join those 10 men and
women who have completed the Arch to Arc.
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